AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

oh well. today was damn sian. ernest invited me to crash koon weng's house together with junjie for pizza party again but i decided not to cause so sian and if i go out sommore my dad really going to hit the roof liao.

so instead i lagged around at home, which means i didn't do much (omg what am i doing????) woke up at 1+ pm due to heavy hangover from countdown yesterday, so can't consider myself lagging much. okok this is crap which is worthless and really really confusing me.

aiyar anyway skip it lar. fast forward to abt 9 plus pm when russell called me to say there was a party @ jim's house together with my mum's side the family so i called jim to confirm and 5 minutes later i was on my way to their house. my dad wasn't at home, he was out with his brothers and sisters having dinner. my mum was still in church and wouldn't be home till next morning cause she was staying with the dead priest till after his funeral.

neway not much stuff to write about, just feel like writing shit. dunno. mebbe its because i'm going to school like TOMORROW OMG OMG OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE IT WHY CAN'T I GO TO POLY AND EXTEND MY HOLS FOR A FEW MONTHS WTF WTF WTF.

i think i'll miss this dec hols the most cause for once i'm not feeling damn sian-ed and i want more hols - the first for a long long time. normally i'm dying to go back to school for god-knows-what-reason. - i dunno. i'll miss the bandits over at high school side. won't miss lip hua though. ernest and co. are thinking of some way to organise a coup to overthrow him. i think its pretty sweet of him cause he's out of band liao and whether the high school band gets a lousy conductor - and a COP for syf - next year doesn't really matter to him, but he's still doing it for fuck. i dunno. when sean was going i'll miss band06 a few weeks ago i was like good ridance mah but now i think i get his point. you never cherish what you have till its gone, and i guess its really true. have officially stepped down from band (31st Dec 06) and i think for once chan-lam did something good in extending the step down dead. sort of a blessing in disguise. dno lah, i think the juniors all forgot, they all thought tt we were stepping down after the concert, which was 5 days early, to be precise, but what the heck. so there's it, the end of the ever-enthu batch of sec4s06. one of the best batch of bandits ever. super guai kias, every single one of us. oko minus one (the tuba guy). rmb how everyone was afraid to pon band cause of dunno-what. rmb there were times when i was in sec 1 when i actually took a bloody taxi to school cause i woke up 15 minutes late so i'd be 15 mintutes late for band prac. ARGH 12 BLOODY BUCKS!!! anyway, though now i still come late for band - as in once in a while - i just sashay into the band room. i mean, compared to the others who pon like siao, i'm as guai as a christmas ham.

i think i'm becoming sort of a nocturnal creature, i'm still not tired even though its early morning liao, and i wake up in the afternoons. its not a once-in-a-while thingy anymore, its habitual. i can't sleep till after 12 every night/early morning. wonder how i'm going to have to switch back in 24 hours - before school starts. screw it.

ernest and junjie slept over at darrell's house today. my mum stayed over in church, and i stayed at home. argh. ok i can't figure out why i wrote this. totally random. the argh was just there for fuck. i didn't really mean argh. argh. okok this is crap. i think i should stop here . and just go to sleep. save myself from doing more damage to my brain and my sanity.

and once more, happy hari raya to all malay hippies out there!