doo bee doo bee doo
Thursday, May 31, 2007
5:16 PM
pretty pretty moon
12.17am
home from badminton.
wasn't too bad la, but travelling there was a nightmare. 1 hr 45 minutes journey by mrt wtf. we learnt our lesson when coming back, took mrt halfway den drop at toa payoh and take 31 home. saved 45 minutes.
dinner at MOS BURGER.
as usual, quality + quantity of food =/= price $$$ of food.
on my way back walking along the river home i was noticing the pretty pretty moon and its surrounding stars and i really think its really beautiful la! the moon was damn bright and damn clear and the stars were plentiful and bright and shimmering and altogether it was a lovely sight. coupled with the grand silence of the night, i felt at peace and really calm. so weird la. eeeyer.
this is the dear pretty pretty moon - taken from my garden, just as i entered the gate:
but its not very photogenic. or maybe its just that my camera sucks. the stars are a bit shy. they siamed the moment i took out my camera.
my sis gave me her old house shirt! its green too! its quite zai la.
on the front it goes MOVE IT.
and there's the small 'the green party' somewhere at the bottom
and its green!
ok not athena green but green nonetheless.
the problem is the back.
it has BUCKLE scrawled all over the back
and in case you don't know,
its rj.
but its a zai shirt.
and i'll wear it.
someday.
because cider is the elixir of life
1.21pm
argh. holidays suck.
i'm bored,
i'm studying
and i feel like dying.
studying's just not in my blood.
on a side note, pre-band outing was good!
(L-R) gums n kidney, mj, beard papa!, cheryl heeee, weely, ME, bday girl!
because cider is the elixir of life
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
4:39 PM
sheng heng's blog
11.40pm
today i found sheng heng's blog! heh. actually cheryl told. heh (((:
but still, i was actually excited over finding sheng heng's blog cause its totally unknown to me, and i really really want to know what he does during his free time.
yea today first thing i did after i came home after the band dinner/outing was to chiong his lj. sad to say, after the initial excitement, i concluded that his blog, like him, was dead boring. what the heck. i read the first few posts, and couldn't be bothered to continue. cause its a total waste of my time. i think i'd feel better if i didn't go to his blog. its such a huge let down la. i thought sheng heng would have more life than that.
he doesn't seem to have much private thoughts or anything abt himself, just narrating his life story. much like the 'nick's life story' advert made by the navy. you know. its so boring i bet audiences would start tearing they're hair out if forced to listen. until got as much hair as leng like that.
if you want you can go read. its under my links, under splurtz. his nickname was copied from ernest. shows how interesting he is huh?
its a sad turn of events la. the sheng heng i used to know, from sec 1-4 wasn't so muggerish and no-life one. he'd eat out much more often than me and crap and slack with me. so much can change in less than half a year la. now he just dai zai jia li yi zhi mugmugmug ke bu ting. kan le jiu hen men. sheng heng used to be much nicer and not so irritating. he didn't mug so much. now, he has chosen the dark side, went over, and doesn't look like he'll care to even give us a goodbye fart.
and he's 90% going to be SL cause chung yan dun want to be. and with him as SL, i can imagine how interesting life will be for the section. yuck.
i don't like ppl who mug so much.
maybe my luck's run out. from sec 1-4 i've always had my fair share of muggers, but i also had ppl with an attitude. look at 4D. wow. IMMENSE LOVE HAHAHAHA. we might not have a lot of class spirit, or brains, but we had ATTITUDE. look at us when we're in the presence of a teacher! all different cliques come together as one, just to piss off the teachers. look how many teachers we scared off. teachers drop dead at the mention of us. wow. the aura.
60 had lousy teachers, but we had some attitude. we dao-ed dennis yeo, outright declare open warfare on ooi ah guat, dao nirmala ong, loved alvin low. we hecked the many warnings and scoldings meted out to us by teachers and continued to play frisbee in the central plaza. we boycotted lectures and lessons, broke school rules together and basically heck authorities. and it was lovely, cause we became a lot more united.
now, i've got 6J. mugger class with no attitude and a hell lot of prcs. what the heck. my luck finally ran out.
as the final straw, now i've got sheng heng.
what the heck.
because cider is the elixir of life
Monday, May 28, 2007
2:45 PM
plastic egg
9.45pm
today i had a nasty experience with the Prince @ coro there. famous for its plastic eggs and its pretty waitresses, it comes with the exact same music 363 days a year (except on cny and christmas) and as far as i know is in its 5th year running.
anyway, i was so nice, i sacrificed my appetite to eat their reknowned plastic egg, rather than throwing it away cause yea its bad to waste food. so i carefully cut away the white first and ate it, piercing it with my fork the way i always do and slowly eating it, before working on the yolk. now the yolk is this horrible mass of watery pale yellow fluid, much like something out of the toiletbowl, and hence is not a very visually appealing sight. in order to get rid of it as quickly as possible, i balanced it delicately on my fork (the pretty auntie took away my spoon tgt with the soup) and rushed it to my awaiting, gaping-wide-open, mouth. it was halfway there, balanced on a knife's edge, WHEN DISASTER STRUCK. the egg yolk and all its contents slipped off the spoon, plopped off the table's edge, and splattered onto my bag, which was on my lap. wodefo. then the yolk broke and the fluid started seeping out, to my supposedly waterproof bag, and into this compartment where i put my ez link card and my beloved nano and headphones wtf which i always leave open for convenience's sake. and what the hell everything was soaked. my iPod was positively swimming in the disgusting egg yolk la. after a lot of mutterings and way too many tissue papers later, the mess was cleared, but the scars were left behind, unable to be wiped out, forever a blemish on my resplendant bag. yuck. i'm going to break my bag washing my back of all stains of egg yolk tonight. >:(
so now this might be added to my list of phobias. i don't know yet heh.
phobias:
> flying insects! eeyer. especially cockroaches wth.
> lighting a lighter/match. got burnt once during my p5 days when we tried to create a bomb out of dozens of sparklers in the woid deck near my school somewhere in tampines.
oh and i think i didn't mean what i said about seewah ytd. i guess i was quite pissed off and she was the unlucky one who caught my eye. must be, cause when i read my post again ytd i didn't think it was right. so ya, don't take it to heart.
because cider is the elixir of life
Saturday, May 26, 2007
5:01 PM
whatever la
12.01 am
today we had interviews! and i got some pretty bad reviews. i think i just going to heck and whack people already la. sometimes dun need to be so politically correct la.
morning went to clean up band room, actually quite fun la, throwing away a lot a lot of stuff. but i bet it'll be messed up like 1 week later la. actually if it lasts that long its quite zai already loh. we cleaned the salt centre band room also, and immediately after that jian ming and ernest came in and just heck care and anyhow mess up the place again. RARAHH.
but the main point was today's interview. i don't know. i think i don't like a lot of j2s after the interview. ok. maybe some only. and i'm going to let rip ahahahaha.
basically its ok, i don't really care about the interview cause i know what matters most is election day and i know i should get more popularity votes that the others so unless they tweak the results i think i should get it.
but the thing i don't like most was the part where they personal attack me. i dunno, some exco member was telling me that i, as a exco wannabe, shouldn't goof around during band prac and talk so much or play phone games and all that crap, that i should be a role model and stuff. i don't know if its a personal attack or not, but i think it is and i feel really really irritated. if there's one thing i don't like its having personal attacks. really.
and worse was that the clarinets in front in the first row was like, even more dulan than me la, FIRST ROW right in front of derence leng in full view of the whole band and they do guailan stuff like do some mini kallang wave thingy and act spastic and hold out their clarinets and talk even more than me and stuff like that. ALL of them clarinet j2s are in the exco btw. talk about being a role model huh.
so i told them that and i really just attituded them, like i attitude mrs ke in sec 4. in the end i got so fed up i told them that if they thought i was capable to be the qm then vote for me, but if not then its they're perogative to vote for someone else no?
maybe that's another thing i don't like, the fact that people who do equally bad stuff scolding me about my flaws. like kkh telling sheng heng not to mug. or mrs ke telling me to improve my english. or my dad telling me to get a life. or in this case the exco telling me to behave in band prac. i mean, i'm perfectly fine with them guailaning around during band prac, i mean, i even encourage it even hello. but if you want to correct my mistakes than you should jolly well look at yourself first and see if you're doing likewise right? talk about the pot calling the kettle black.
and i think seewah has a really attitude face. she gives me the i-dare-you-to-slap-my-face-lets-see-what-kiameng-does-to-you kind of face lots of times during the interview.
jessalynn has really weird mood swings. one moment she's so stern and strict and stuff, reprimanding us over the smallest details and stuff like that, but when i turn away for a moment, then turn back and crap with her she laughs along with me. i don't know. she's different from the jessalynn i knew 6 months ago. is it our fault, that we guai lan her so much that she's become like that or what.
jun wei now is really really funny la. much much more guailan than me! i like! hahahah he damn funny everytime gimme the guailan faces during band prac. den i also guai lan back him and we guai lan together hahahahaha. don't know what's wrong with him what happened to him but i like!
sometimes i think about it when band prac gets really boring and i wonder if i'm the cause of all troubles, that if i become mr nice guy than everything will be alright, but i realise i can't be mr nice guy cause i'm not mr nice guy. i just don't like to fake. maybe that's why i dao the seniors so much nowadays. cause i don't know what to do when they're around. whether to put on my Best Behavior or to be natural. cause if i fake then i'd feel really useless, faking only to get my desired post. but if i be natural i know they'll use it to personal attack me again. i'm like so damn confused la. i want to win, being my ownself and winning fair and square, but i know in life nothing is fair, that if i win in terms of votes i still might not get to become the qm.
i think they have a terrible impression of me now cause i gave them the heck care attitude and such, and i think they prolly think that i won't do a good job.
prolly the only good point was that i impressed myself when meng hon shot me this traditional wacky qm question, whether i'd want to be a bra or a panty if given a choice, and relate it to the qm position. and then i told them that i'd be both, cause i'd be protecting the band's vital assets. heh i think its quite a zai answer cause i normally can't do these kind of crappy talk.
i prolly won't get the qm position now unless they don't tweak the votes, but i learnt lots of stuff through this experience,
> that the j2s aren't such good band members in terms of role models and stuff
> that i don't like personal attacks
> that i don't like to fake my attitude and be a enthu kia for a few weeks
> that i want to be myself all the time
i still think flutes ROCK.
j1s EVEN BETTER RAHHHH! ( + 1 conductor )
because cider is the elixir of life
Thursday, May 17, 2007
12:42 PM
blogger sucks
7.42pm
blogger sucks. i just typed out a long post - ok a few days ago - and it DISAPPEARED. wow. this is irritating.
i was thinking about writing something out to thank my friends individually, but i realised that:
1. take way too much time
2. later miss out people sure very paiseh one
3. some people don't like it
4. i have better things to do
5. no one cares anyway
so i decided against it. heh. maybe i'll change my mind after j2 where i'll have LOADS of time.
anyway, some pretty noob times. thanks junbo hahahaha.
because cider is the elixir of life
Thursday, May 10, 2007
2:17 PM
syf07
9.17pm
14 more hours to syf07. i don't know what will happen then. really. our playing has been getting better and better everytime we play, but what if we screw up tmr. although hcband's supposed to do well under pressure, we screwed up our last syf too. we were lucky to get a gold then. i don't know about this time. competition's much stiffer this time. the judges are also much much more fked up. judging from the secondary school's syf, this round of judging will be much much more stringent as compared to the last. come on! how's 3 gwhs as compared to abt 8 the last time supposed to be! argh. everything's been elevated to a new level.
all our hard work, the 4 months or so of practices, the daily pracs and night pracs, all this will come down to 15 minutes or so on stage tmr. if we perform up to expectation, then good. if we screw up, then all the practices, all the hard work, all the effort, will all go down the drain. we're supposed to perform better under pressure, so hopefully we'll be fine tmr. cause the pressure's IMMENSE. all the performing arts in hcjc, all of them got gold and above. except hcharmoc. strings, co, MAD, choir amongst others all got gwh. nothing less than a gold would do. especially after the silver for hcjc band 2 years ago. then, they promised the school that we'd get gold this year. i don't know if we can live up to their expectations or not.
no matter how pessimistic or unsure i feel, i know i'll have to let this go once i reach salt centre tmr at 7am. cause we have to go up on stage confident. if not yea half the battle is lost already. oh well.
a sick bug's been going through the whole band recently. take the flute section. jess cy and me were sick today, one day before syf. i'm fine, but i don't know abt the others. meijun and sheng heng just recovered. tt makes it 5 out of 9 flautists sick. jess chung yan sheng heng meijun me. leaving junwei cheryl kkh and yishan as the only fit flautists.
i don't know what will happen tmr. but i sure am looking forward to it.
because cider is the elixir of life
Sunday, May 06, 2007
4:30 PM
hmm
what the public obviously feels about the government's new policy:
because cider is the elixir of life
10.35pm
today i feel miserable. i dunno why.
maybe its because its sunday and the great slack weekend is over with so much work left to do, although tests are over.
maybe its because i argued with my dad in the morning over his computer, which was down. he said it was my fault, i said it wasn't my fault, and ya sort of childish la, but its the principal tt matters here. i mean, i really didn't do anything to his computer la. ok, maybe i helped him install microsoft office onto his com, but hello!! microsoft office la. although i did download it from bittorent i've been using it for donkey years on my com and my com's fine! what the heck.
maybe its because sheng heng PANGSEH ME FOR SECTION OUTING TODAY! argh. den i become the only guy in the group of 4 girls ( jess chung yan cheryl meijun ). junwei also nv go. yishan and kkh dun need to ask la. den always do the girly girly stuff cause one man cannot move the world, similarly, one man cannot sway the decision of 4 girls. seriously, i felt weird and uncomfortable. now i think i know how auntie jessie felt when she was with us 10 other guys during good friday. in the end i left early cause it just wasn't my cup of tea.
maybe its because i sat in the second row during spiderman 3 today. broken necks galore wow! i feel as if i've read on the bus or car or sth. like car-sick. and i feel like i've wasted a lot of time. normally the problem is solved when i do some homework, but i've done work, got stuck, figured it out, got stuck again, and given up, but i still feel like, miserable.
maybe its because i haven't eaten much in 11 hours since breakfast of instant noodles and cheesecake and oreos and bread and nutella and milo and slurpee. i don't know why i'm not eating. maybe its because i feel as if i can't hold anything down anymore.
maybe its because the weekend which held so much promise, which i looked so much forward to wasn't so great after all.
maybe its because i can't find any direction in my life right now, after i got rejected by the flying club due to probably academic problems. i don't know what life holds in store for me, what god has planned out for me, and i'm not ready to face whatever he throws at me. i'm not sure i want to know either. i'd hate a 9-5 job really badly, stuck in a cubicle with nothing to look forward to other than lousy coffee breaks and 2 weeks of vacation a year.
argh. hopefully i'll feel better tmr after some lousy and restless sleep.
something tt might cheer me up: a pic of my lil sis acting spastic
because cider is the elixir of life