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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
2:49 PM
PHYSICS 1 JIAWEI 0
9.49 pm
tmdtmdtmd.
physics sucks larrrr.
totally gay imba crazy nuts shitty er xin dulan paper.
what the hell.
i left more than half of it blank.
mcqs done by pressing the rand# (random) button of my calculator.
i really wanted to just put down my paper and walk out during the exam.
its like,
i see question after question,
all i dunno how to do.
i come up with weird theories and formulas on my own
and i think end up still fail.
TAN KIM SENG IS GOING TO RAPE MY ASS I TELL YOU.
tanks wooo.
i don't know what to say.
i was really stunned after the paper.
BLOWN AWAY.
really shocked at the paper.
the school should never give this kind of paper ever again.
even cai tejin.
jump level from sec 1- sec 3
top physics student in my batch
sitting beside me in the hall
also left half his foolscape blank.
WHAT IS THIS LARRR.
seriously,
does the school admin think that the whole physics cohort is made up of chinamen and malaysian scholars?
does the school admin think we're mensa students with an average iq of 150 and above like stephen hawkings?
sometimes i wish that newton was sitting under a durian tree when he discovered his law of gravitation.
christine!!!
i was still complaining bitching moaning to you abt the physics paper
i just talked to junbo for a while onlyyyy!
WHY DID YOU JUST WALK AWAY HALFWAY AND DAO MEEEE.
))))):
at least gp was DOABLE.
the compo was nice.
i wrote abt war having no winners at all.
spammmmmmm.
wanted to write abt the palestinian conflict but realised i didn't read enough newspapers
or listened to chan shu hwee during IHC last year.
but other than that,
it was enjoyable.
i wrote and wrote and wrote
i think i wrote a bit more than usual.
4 pages and a few lines
compre was writable.
i don't really know what i was writing for AQ.
but its ok.
i don't think i can do badly for aq.
average mark is like 4.
its the rest of the compre paper i'm worried abt though.
but still, it doesn't worry me as much as physics.
i'm really really demoralised by physics.
never in my slackiest 4 years of chs education have i been totally owned until this kind of standard.
coming from me,
this is really something.
after that,
while mugging at the reading room for maths tmr
i was
demoralised
drop dead tired (exhausted) - slept 3 hours the night before
hungry.
this is the absolute worst combi i can ever achieve.
and yea i was lifeless and restless during the mugging session.
if it can even be called a mugging session for me.
i felt a lot like the guy i saw in the morning,
with daxian and meijun
at the canteen
the one who just vomitted on the floor without warning
vomitted for 5 minutes
then wiped his mouth
declined assistance,
and just walked away.
i felt like dying lar.
just kill me what the hell.
on the bus home i was really drowsy.
i think i felt sick.
but i'm not heh.
i mistook this ang moh for my cousin.
cause other than the hair colour
she really looked like my cousin.
aiyar
but bo chap lar
got other stuff on my mind.
somehow today the newspaper gave me some respite.
reading about the stupid stuff happening around the world,
this really lifted me a bit,
knowing that are people out there who are wayyy more retarded than me.
couple sue dry cleaner for $83 million.
apparently this couple sent their suit in the wash
and got caught up with the 'satisfaction garaunteed' sign on the dry cleaner's shop.
and when their $1000 i think suit went missing
they calculated everything
and sued the dry cleaner for $83 million.
how dumb can that be.
never in my wildest dream
can i imagine what base their claims can have
even though there IS a 'satisfaction garaunteed' sign
they're not expected to take it seriously!
seriously.
and even if they somehow manage to win by some freak accident
its impossible that the dry cleaner will be able to fork out the money.
$83 million!
does he think that we're all bill gates and david beckhams
with money to burn.
some ns art award
there was this art award with the theme being NS and patriotism.
and ironically
it was a malaysian who won it.
how assuring
abt singapore's patriotic teens.
not like i care though.
india with they're record-breaking obsession.
quite old news
this couple of surgeons
allowed their 15 year old son
to perform a surgery
just so that he can go into the world records.
what is the matter with all them!
it is said that indians are obsessed with breaking records.
for what?
what good does it do them?
what more, it concerns lives of others hello.
surgery
no small business you know.
if they want to break the world record for number of simultaneous deaths
go ahead,
jump.
its your perogative
not mine.
but the perform an unauthorised surgery on another human being?
just to break the record?
what if something goes wrong?
what if?
who would be held accountable?
is it worth it?
to risk a human life for a shot at glory?
what could they have been thinking!
this is utter bullshit.
china
talking abt climate changes
but i wasn't interested in the problems of chinamen and they're plantations.
of more interest to me was the scenery.
the mountains and they're greenery.
i miss them all.
when i was stuck in this china village last year
with no proper electricity or water to speak of
stinking hygiene and living conditions,
at least there was the endless landscape
sweeping fields to savour
each plantation the size of tampines.
they really have space to waste.
and i really appreciate it.
cause it can't really be found in singapore you know.
the lush greenery
the cooling conditions
they are what really left a lasting impression on me.
maths tmr.
after doing the mock block test
i feel even worse
i seem to have forgotton everything
maybe its cause i'm still in shock
but i can't do everything!
from sigma to pnc to graphing techniques all the way down to the free frag idiot proof partial fractions.
i think i'm just going to read through the notes
and go to sleep.
i can't take it anymore really.
if tmr's test is as tough as this one
i think i'm going to break.
really.
i don't think i'll have the mood to celebrate after blocks anymore.
i can't seem to envision myself jumping for joy after blocks
cause of my impending doom caused by physics
and maybe maths and chem too.
holy this sucks.
))))):
P.S
on a side note
today i was doing my paper in the hall
and looking around
looking for inspiration
and i saw the ongoing construction on the hall
and i remembered that
before the holidays
we were playing frisbee in the hall
and me and liangyi climbed the scaffolding all the way to the top
to the catwalk
just for the fun of it.
partly also to retrieve the frisbee stuck up there also la.
those were the good old days.
so much less to worry
strangely enough
they don't seem so far away
don't feel like it was done before the holidays.
i don't know.
because cider is the elixir of life