everything i do academic related for the past year boils down to this next week ahead. everything i learn is all for the sake of doing relatively well for the next week.
starts with the relatively easy gp paper and econs paper tmr. then gets harder with chem. climaxed at physics then maths.
woah. x4
i must admit preperations aren't ideal. really. mostly the short time i had after i realised how bad i was. and i know i've been under super lot of stress. compared to my past 4 years in high school and my 6 years in primary school this is terrible. i never mug so much before.
i think the stress settled in only 1 week before promos. this monday. when i stepped into physics lesson after ct session. and realised i didn't know what tanks was writing on the board. it all looked like some random doodling on the board by a ---------. and then i started mugging. a bit. compared to others i think its not even called mugging. but i tried my best la. dunno. there were times when i really stopped and put down my pen/pencil and just stopped doing work for the rest of the day. cause really cannot take it liao. i didn't know i was stressed really. until ronnie quek told me i should take it easy. aiyah dunno la. also dun really like to think i'm stressed cause i dunno its like some noob i mean comparing what i've done with what others are doing. but i can tell you i'm trying my best.
sometimes i think its no use. cause everytime i study a bit and i dun study at all result always the same one. always crash. so ya sometimes i think its better to just heck care. but then again. no la. should at least try. but i dunno. doesn't seem to be working.
it all boils down to next week. i don't know. 1 week to sum up the year's teaching. 1 week to see how much i can cram into my brain. oh no. hahaha how leh. i have a feeling i'll screw up. i don't know i always do.
hahaa promos are here.
see you next week. because cider is the elixir of life
Thursday, September 13, 2007
5:55 PM (:
12.55am
I CAN'T HELP IT IF I'M BORNED TO PLAY THE FLUTE.
You scored as Flute, Flute.well, flutes are very.....flutey.Kind of indescribable but I can always recognize a flute player when I see one. (not really)