today's SUCH a horrible day. i hate today. grumble grumble grumble. >:(
1. started out bad enough i woke up at 5am for nothing.
2. and then 3.5 hour chem consult in which we didn't do much really. cause mr loy's pace is like imba slow. he actually spent quite a bit of time argueing with jiehao abt the difference between a big K and a small k and making him write it out.
3. then 1.5 hour phy then break
4. then mugged phy with no real result cause i STILL didn't know why the ans was like that even after consulting ronnie quek. his explaination doesn't seem logical all of a sudden. so i just spent the like an hour thinking and thinking and still not getting the ans. its so confusing and frustrating.
5. then i wanted to throw a bit of frisbee to let off steam. and just when we started it started to rain. the whole world's against me.
6. i wanted to go band room many many times to find ppl to bitch and complain and moan and groan. but today for the first time the band room was empty and locked. i should have rmbed. now that the seniors are gone there's no one there liao. the juniors don't go there anw.
7. and to top if off, i'm dead broke cause i keep lending ppl money and ppl (read: dayong) refuse to return me my money. walao.
its such a retarded idea to lock seniors out of the band room i don't think its going to happen alrdy but the fact that they even thought of it its just absurd. leng's such a bastard sometimes. he actually thought we'd steal instruments from the band room. whatever he was thinking of at that time, i'm glad he finally got to his senses.
its so horrible we've been getting so much stick from him with his very bad (and getting worse) mood swings with us trying hard to comply with his sometimes unreasonable ways else our friends the exco members would get it bad from him. i thought us paying for a mangled trumpet which most of us probably haven't seen before was bad enough. now he wants to lock us out of the band room cause he thinks we'll walk out of the band room with a tuba hidden in our pockets and go to the flea market and sell it.
the band room is like our second home la. even though it might be stuffy and incredibly dirty and smelly its still our place. one where we can go to sleep to slack to make lots of noise to try and do work all at the same time. its always been a sanctury one where you can escape from the horrors of school normally the band room's never locked after lessons there'll forever be people there to entertain you and to make sure you forget the stress and horror of school. today was the first day of study break for seniors and already its empty.
its such a horrible day i'm just ranting and ranting and like verbal diarrhea. just spill everything out. i hate today i hate today i hate today. its such a forgetable day.
i'm like mr grumpy la. i moan i complain. i really dao ppl i don't want to see. and i'm bad bad bad. i hate school. i'm so tired of studying just right after i've started.
on a brighter note. throwing paper planes down from the 4th floor was really really enjoyable. the view, the breeze, the company, and the planes of course. just watching them float peacefully down was so... relaxing. that was probably the best moment of today. watching the planes float in the breeze just made me so damn happy. ((:
hai. i hate studying its so tiring and stressing. i can't wait for As to end. its just 89 more days till the end. hang on there.