Saturday, April 23, 2011 3:22 PM
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10.30pm
every saturday i go for training,
knowing what i want to work on,
what i need to improve on.
and every week after training,
i know i won't have acheived
whatever i set out to do.
throwing upwind, decision making,
vision, game awareness, hard defence.
and yes, i do end up a little moody sometimes,
so please bear with me if i start acting strange.
sigh.
its as though i've hit my plateau,
and i'll stay at this lousy state forever.
sometimes i really feel as though its a waste of time,
cause i really don't take anything
substantial out of training at all.
maybe i'm just not training hard enough.
focus. focus. focus. focus. focus.
its all in the mind.
hopefully i get a damn good coach in uni.
oh well.
on another note,
jap buffet after that was really.
overkill hahaha.
not too bad for $20 really.
haha bunch of cheapo uncles la we all.
but i think there's sth wrong
with all the oyster/prawns/mussels.
haha i felt kinda weird and bloated
after 3 plates of it :\
but yup.
i'm swearing off jap food
for the next month or so haha.
BLEAUGHHHHHH D:
because cider is the elixir of life
Tuesday, April 19, 2011 4:09 PM
:D
11.17pm
OKAY SO WHAT IF I HAVE A SHALLOW SENSE OF HUMOUR.
toilet humour huh.
because cider is the elixir of life
Saturday, April 16, 2011 4:15 PM
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11.15pm
place confirmed.
money changed.
accommodation applied for.
i'm going (:
definitely excited to be going over,
but at the same time,
its undeniable that there's this
niggling sense of apprehension,
leaving my whole life as i know it
over here in singapore to start another one
over there in the uk.
(albeit for a few years only)
but still. what an adventure hahaha.
a refreshing change of environment.
living independently in a foreign land.
meeting different people from different places.
going through a different education system.
and the chance to travel europe!
i mean, when better to travel haha :D
i don't want my 11 month holiday to end
yet i'm really quite excited to go over to study.
its really the best of both worlds (:
i'm such a lucky boy.
how many people get to fuck up As
and yet still go overseas to study.
who else gets second chances like that?
because cider is the elixir of life